Chapter 125 Crying Face The lyrics and music of this song "To My Puberty" are excellent in themselves, and with Jin Shiming's fully devoted singing, it is given a strong vitality and appeal. Fans and even passers-by were touched by it. In this world, except for a few lucky people who are born to be cared for and are content with what they have, most people have gone through such a dark period. Especially the teenagers in the East Asian monster room, even if what they experienced was far less difficult and painful than Jin Shiming, they can more or less empathize with it. They drew comfort and encouragement from the song "To My Adolescence". If you have a little heat and emit a little light, you will be like a firefly, and you can also emit a little light in the darkness! …… Inside BD Entertainment’s practice room, a group of trainees who had just finished watching this episode of “THE FIRST TAKE” were all dropping their pearls. Especially Yilin, when she cries, she has the habit of sucking her chubby chin, with her open mouth and slightly pouting lips, and her facial features are almost squeezed into a pile on her chubby face. Coupled with her slightly rough crying voice, she looked like a crying child!

To be honest, the way she cried was not like an artist at all, and had nothing to do with "fairy crying". Maybe after her debut, she might be attacked by haters because of this, saying that her crying looks fake and ugly. The company’s management had previously discussed whether it was necessary to strengthen the trainees’ facial expression management and provide them with proper training on how to cry beautifully. In the end, it was Jin Shiming who made the final decision. Facial expression management is certainly something that needs to be learned, such as how to smile more naturally and beautifully in front of the camera, what kind of expression should be maintained in serious situations, etc. As for training on how to cry, it may be a compulsory course in other companies, but at least in BD Entertainment, Jin Shiming does not make it a hard requirement. On the one hand, he believes that whether it is an idol or a singer, as long as they are artists, they should show a positive and optimistic attitude to the public. Those idols who are constantly marketing themselves for how beautifully they cry, and actors who are amazing at crying scenes, are all fakes without solid basic skills and professional abilities! If you can find other things worth bragging about, why do you have to market it like this? On the other hand, as a person who has experienced this, Jin Shiming can't help but feel sorry for his own children. He has seen how hard the trainees of BD Entertainment work on a daily basis. It is really not easy for these kids. Jin Shiming really couldn't bear it, so he wiped out all of their personalities, even depriving them of the right to cry, and turned them into products on assembly line shelves for wholesale. Those who like you will still think you are cute no matter how ugly you cry. On the contrary, those who slander you will not give up slandering you just because you cry beautifully. The two concubines, the elder and younger, were standing close together. What was quite incongruous was that SinBi, who was usually carefree and tomboyish, was curled up in Eunha's arms and sobbing, her eyelashes stuck together from crying. Her eyelashes are long and thick, just like a camel's. On the other hand, the cream bread whose filling is often exposed has tears faintly visible in her eyes at this moment, and her slightly red eyes make her look more like a rabbit. But she tried hard to hold back her tears. She hugged her sister and comforted her softly, looking like a reliable older sister. Many times, due to her cute appearance and personality, Eunha is often regarded as a fake maknae among the trainees, and even the real maknaes like to tease her. However, behind her slightly 2D cute girl attributes, Eunha also has a careful and considerate side, and is quite reliable.

For example, when they finished practice at night and went back to the dormitory together, every time they passed a road with long distances between street lights and poor lighting, Yinhe would always come close to Jin Shaoqing affectionately, hanging on her like a pendant. Because she accidentally discovered in daily life that Jin Shaoqing had blurred vision at night or in dim light due to lens detachment. She acted coquettishly and clung to Jin Shaoqing, which gave her a certain sense of security without making her feel burdened. This shows that she is thoughtful and has a high emotional intelligence. Well, actually, the reason why Eunha didn’t cry wasn’t just because she had to play the role of an older sister who could be relied upon by her younger sister. The bigger reason is that her emotions are so complicated that she doesn't know how to express them. When she heard the first line of the song "To My Puberty", her childhood memories came to her mind clearly. At that moment, Yinhe couldn't help but feel a little secretly happy. It turns out he remembered everything! Are the lyrics of this song a secret code that belongs only to them? When she saw Jin Shiming kneeling on the ground but still singing as if he was shouting, the little girl's thoughts just now were instantly washed away, and she only felt a pain like a knife in her chest. Jin Shiming gave her a ray of light when she was young, and warmed her when she was at the bottom of the valley, but what about Jin Shiming himself? Obviously, he is the one who needs more illumination and warmth! At that moment, Yinhe hoped so desperately that she could be the light that illuminates and warms him. But the reality is cruel. Even if she tries her best to shine, she is just a firefly, which is not enough to dispel the haze that shrouds Jin Shiming. At the age when I was most powerless, I met the person I wanted to protect the most. It was such a helpless and tormenting feeling. Fortunately, the tone of the second half of the lyrics is rising, from which it is not difficult to hear Jin Shiming's voice of moving on from the past and living in the present. Yinhe felt a little better, but it also sounded a wake-up call for himself. You must practice hard, strive to debut successfully, and then work hard to move up to become like the seniors of Girls' Generation, no, surpass them! Only in this way, will I be able to become that light when he needs it in the future. …… "Ouni, it's break time now, don't you want to go see Oppa?" Kim Sejeong wanted to see Kim Semyeong like crazy, even if she didn't have to do anything or say anything, just stay by his side quietly. But she changed her mind and realized that the person who was more suitable to accompany him at this time should not be her, the younger sister, but Jin Shaoqing, the father. "Let's go together! You are a family member that Oppa cherishes very much, and this will never change!" Jin Shaoqing wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, took Jin Sejeong's hands, and spoke sincerely. It is true that Kim So-jeong is sometimes a little jealous of her younger sister, Kim Sejeong. After all, she occupies a very important position in her boyfriend's heart. However, she was more grateful that she had Kim Sejeong's company during Kim Semyeong's most difficult years. "Then let's go quickly, class will start soon!" Jin Shizheng hesitated for a moment, then nodded and held Jin Shaoqing's hands. (End of this chapter)