Chapter 35: To this day, you are still my light When Ding Enfei returned home holding an umbrella, the rain had already stopped. "You are a gift from God. In this lonely world, I will protect you." The girl hummed her life song "Shower" and took the wet umbrella to her bedroom. The umbrella was dripping water all the way, leaving water stains all over the floor. It was definitely a behavior that deserved a beating from my mother. However, the girl didn't pay attention to these details at all. Ding Enfei took out a clean towel and carefully wiped the umbrella all over, then gently wiped away the remaining water stains on the umbrella with a paper towel. After repeatedly confirming that there were no problems, the girl nodded with satisfaction and then carefully folded the umbrella. "Does this kind of fateful encounter really exist in the world? It's like a childhood dream, like a miracle, it's simply unbelievable!" Ding Enfei recalled the idol drama-like scenes before, and had a vague feeling as if she had had a beautiful dream. She reached out and pinched her cheek until she felt a pain.

"Ah~~~" The girl didn't rub her red cheeks, but fell on her bed holding the umbrella. Two round, strong, and slightly thick short legs kicked up and down in the air as the girl screamed in joy and shyness. It was a long time before Ding Enfei sat up from the bed. "Oppa Shiming, you probably don't remember me, right?" the girl murmured softly, her thoughts going back to several years ago. When she was a child, Ding Enfei was a member of a well-known children's dance troupe in the peninsula, and she herself could be said to be a well-known child star. It wasn't until Ding Enfei was 7 years old that she was diagnosed with Langerhans cell histiocytosis. This is a relatively rare lung disease characterized by massive Langerhans cell proliferation, infiltration and granuloma formation, leading to organ dysfunction. In order to treat Ding Enfei's illness, her parents spent a lot of money and time, and accompanied her to many hospitals. In the first one or two years, the background images in her memory were almost all hospital wards, not dance troupes and schools. The pain brought by the disease, the torture during the treatment, and the torment of being trapped in a ward for a long time are too much for a little girl! However, Ding Enfei is very sensible and considerate of her parents. She almost never loses her temper in front of her parents and pretends to be lively and optimistic. After her condition was under control, Ding Enfei was finally able to be discharged from the hospital, but her treatment did not end there. She still has to go to the hospital for checkups and treatment every once in a while, and has to take a lot of medication on a regular basis every day, which causes a lot of inconvenience in her daily life. Naturally, the dance troupe could not continue, and her career as a child star was also seriously affected. One night, the girl, who had suffered a series of blows, could no longer suppress the pain and despair in her heart. Just as the girl was about to do something irrational, a soft song came from the radio playing on the table. The singing seemed to contain a magical power that could soothe people's hearts, just like a rain shower that washed away the girl's negative emotions. The girl stopped crying at some point. She curled up quietly on the bed and listened to the end of the song.

"Aniha Saiyo, I'm Jin Shiming, a solo singer who debuted from DSP Entertainment. Please take care of me!" "Yes! A very beautiful song "Shower". Welcome Shi Mingxi to be a guest on our radio program!" The conversation between the host and the guest was heard on the radio. Unlike the relaxed singing voice just now, this guest seemed quite immature and shy when answering the host's words. He should not be very old. Ding Enfei remembered the name of the song and the singer's name. "Next is today's guest's call reception session. Our radio station's contact information is 010-XXXX-XXXX..." Ding Enfei didn’t know what to think at the time. She took out the mobile phone her parents prepared for her and dialed the radio station’s number. It wasn't until she heard the dial tone on her cell phone that she suddenly came to her senses and tried to hang up the phone in panic. "Hello? Can you...hear me?" Ding Enfei froze there for a moment, not knowing what to do. "Hello, my name is Jin Shiming. Thank you for calling. What should I call you?" The friendly voice, like that of the big brother next door, gave Ding Enfei the courage to pick up her phone again. "My name is Ding Enfei..." "From the sound of her voice, she should be a very young friend! Hello, Enfeixi, nice to meet you!" The greeting from the stranger made the girl feel sad and she burst into tears again. "Oh my, what happened? Is this a broadcast accident? Director, please cut off one listener!" The host's slightly flustered voice, mixed with Ding Enfei's crying, came from the radio. "Wait a minute!" The guest suddenly spoke up, stopping the program PD from cutting off the connection. "Enfeixi, are you still listening?" "Although I don't know what happened to you, I can guess that you must be having a hard time now." "It's okay, cry! When I was your age, I was also a crybaby!" "I also once wished that I could disappear from this world. I cried every night, so I might as well just disappear. Those beautiful, once beautiful years, I was miserable." Hearing this, Concubine Ding En cried even more sadly. She read the same mood from the other person's words. "Time is the best medicine, and this saying is very true for me. As the days go by, everything is slowly getting back to normal. But sometimes, if I am too happy, I can't help but worry that pain will come back and that the happiness I have now will be taken away." At this moment, the girl truly realized that there are people like me in the world! "Even so, we may become the shining light of this world! Even if we only take one step, we will shine for a short time!" "Enfeixi, I wish you a bright future! Because the weather is good, because the weather is bad, because the weather is just right, every day is beautiful!" Ding Enfei held the phone in her hand, deeply moved. She was about to say something when a busy tone came from the phone.

"Yes! Thank you very much to the audience just now. Time is limited, so let us invite the next lucky audience member!" The host's standard sweet voice came from the radio, but to Ding Enfei, it sounded so artificial and even hypocritical. In comparison, the guest's words seemed particularly sincere and precious. Even after many years, Ding Enfei still can't forget it. "Oppa Shiming, maybe you have forgotten me. But, to this day, you are still my light!" Ding Enfei stared blankly at the umbrella in her hand and whispered softly. (End of this chapter)