Chapter 47 If you never forget it, there will be repercussions Zheng Yilin lowered her head and covered her face with her bangs. She stared at the floor blankly, her vision already blurred and blurred. Every word Jin Shiming said was like a heavy hammer, hitting her heart hard. From childhood to adulthood, she has almost always lived in the praise of people around her. Just like her real name "Rui Lin", she perfectly embodies the image of a smart and clever girl next door in the eyes of others. Needless to say, Zheng Yilin is beautiful and cute, like a porcelain doll, and is a well-deserved natural beauty. Zheng Yilin, who grew up in such an environment, must be beautiful and aware of it. Even though she rarely shows off, she is young and childish after all, so she can't help but feel superior in her heart. She stands out like a crane among chickens in school, enjoying popularity but also being excluded. This feeling of being out of tune with her peers gave rise to her desire to become a trainee.

Everyone praises me for my good looks and I think I can debut as an idol. I also like singing and dancing, so why not give it a try? With this mentality, Zheng Yilin stepped into the world of trainees. At first, she felt it was quite fresh and full of energy. A group of girls are practicing in a dark basement, trying to shine in pursuit of their dreams. Come on, this is super cool, okay? However, her enthusiasm was quickly exhausted by the devilish practice day and night. The high spirits of the earlier days turned into a boomerang and stabbed his heart after he saw the more outstanding "competitors" around him. I don’t know when it started, but Zheng Yilin hated seeing herself in the mirror. Is this lifeless, dishevelled body, whose smile seems so empty, really still her? Zheng Yilin was shaken, began to back down, and gradually became perfunctory. In order to make herself feel more at ease, she kept comforting herself, I have tried very hard, but if my efforts did not bring good results, there is nothing I can do about it, right? Even though she had prepared herself mentally countless times, when Zheng Yilin saw Jin Shiming's disappointed eyes and heard his tone of regret, she still felt extremely uncomfortable. It is different from the pain that makes your bones feel like they are about to fall apart during high-intensity training, and it is also different from the anxious pain when you are unable to catch up with other trainees. This is a kind of despair that your own existence has been denied, as if the whole person has been crumpled into a ball of waste paper and thrown into the trash can. Compared to the discomfort I feel at this moment, everything that originally seemed unbearable becomes insignificant. Did I really give my all for my debut? Did I really do it to the point where I have no regrets? The answer is obvious! Zheng Yilin wiped away her tears and slowly raised her head. She gathered her messy hair and tied it up again with a hair tie. The young face with baby fat revealed a strong stubbornness and desire. "I'm sorry! In the next monthly assessment, I will definitely be promoted to Grade B!" Zheng Yilin bowed and shouted loudly. She is bound to have a spot in BD Entertainment’s debut! …… A person's spirit cannot be seen or touched, but can be clearly felt. The spirit and energy displayed by Zheng Yilin at this moment was completely different from before, as if a transformation had taken place. Jin Shiming felt very relieved, yet also vaguely sentimental and wanted to cry. Watching these young, tender and green girls grow up bit by bit and strive to radiate their light, he was really moved.

Perhaps, this is the fun of cultivation! "Children, what kind of artist group do you think the girl group I want to create should be? It's okay, just speak freely, there is no correct answer to this question." Jin Shiming stood up and walked in front of the trainees. He sat down cross-legged without any airs, patted the floor and called on everyone to express their opinions. The trainees were still a little reserved and did not dare to answer easily. "I think it's a girl group like Girls' Generation that can be regarded as a banner!" The first to answer was Kim Sejeong. Jin Shiming nodded slightly, said nothing, and waited for other people's answers. "I remember President Nim once said that idols are an industry that brings people dreams, and the power of idols can inspire fans to pursue their goals and dreams!" Ding Enfei raised her hand and said. Hearing this answer, Jin Shiming smiled slightly but did not comment. "To satisfy people's aesthetic pleasure, to fulfill their pursuit of beauty, and to bring them joy and strength!" Choi Yuna thought seriously. "I hope to be an idol who can proudly show my works to my future children and make them proud of me!" Jin Shaoqing looked at Jin Shiming shyly and spoke. "Of course we want to become a KPOP artist group!" Huang Enfei said as a matter of course. "..." Everyone then started talking and shared their ideas about their ideal girl group. After everyone finished speaking, Jin Shiming talked about what kind of idol group he wanted. "The artist group I pursue must first have personality, mind and humanity. Personality does not mean being unique, but a personality trait." "Secondly, you must have a vision and a clear personal intention." "Finally, it is not limited to a single country or region, but has a strong sense of tolerance, empathy, and emotional charm." “A team of artists with these qualities will be loved in any language and culture, and will bring courage, hope and happiness to many people.” In Jin Shiming's view, an artist should have a sound personality and correct values. Even if there are flaws in one's personal conduct, at least one should maintain a good image in front of the public and bring positive motivation to people. Compared with professional ability, Jin Shiming pays more attention to the emotional power of artists. It is said that music has no borders, but musicians do have borders. Jin Shiming deeply agrees with this and believes that one must stand firm on major issues. However, before that, respect and understanding are the foundation. Excellent music has the power to transcend language, race, and country. Even if you don’t understand it, you will still resonate with it! Similarly, if musicians and artist groups want to gain the love of people around the world, they have to exchange sincerity for sincerity. If you only think about emptying your fans' wallets and treating them perfunctorily, your fans may pay for you once or twice, but sooner or later their love for you will run out. If you treat fans from other countries differently, don't blame them for boycotting you. In fact, fans don’t have many demands. As long as you are willing to think from their perspective and do your job well, you will find that they are really loyal. As the famous musician Mr. Li Shutong said, "The world is an echo valley. If you keep thinking about it, there will be an echo. You shout and sing loudly, the valley will thunder, and the sound will travel thousands of miles, layer upon layer, wave after wave, to the other side of the world. If you keep thinking about something, there will be an echo. Because it is conveying the voice in your heart, it is endless and imprinted in your heart."

"Of course, this is just my personal opinion. As I said just now, there is actually no standard answer to this question." Jin Shiming's words were also fully recorded by the photographer who was filming his debut documentary nearby. (End of this chapter)