Chapter 56 I miss you After finishing the work at hand, Jin Shiming felt hungry. He originally planned to call Taichi Suzuki to go out for something to eat, but after looking around he didn't see any sign of him, so he simply gave up on going out for a meal. For the sake of convenience and to give each other private time and space, Jin Shiming had previously thought of a solution. He now wears a smart bracelet at all times, which is equipped with a one-touch emergency call function. Once Jin Shiming senses that narcolepsy is about to occur, he only needs to press the button on the bracelet and the distress notification will be transmitted to Suzuki Taichi's mobile phone at the same time. At that time, even if Taichi Suzuki is not by Jin Shiming's side, he can find someone to confirm Jin Shiming's situation as soon as possible. Of course, this is only limited to when Jin Shiming is in relatively safe places such as companies and dormitories. When Jin Shiming travels, does field work, or eats out, Suzuki Taichi will still follow him closely to ensure that everything goes well. Jin Shiming is a homebody and has a lot of work to do. His daily life is almost just between the company and the dormitory.

In order to cause as little trouble as possible to Taichi Suzuki and allow him to have more free personal time, Jin Shiming has reduced the frequency of his going out. It just so happened that Kim Do-hyun in the live broadcast room had just finished his meal for the day, and Kim Se-myeong went straight to him for a carbohydrate bomb. To be honest, although a large carb-filled meal is not very healthy, it feels really good to indulge yourself once in a while! On the contrary, after becoming a professional food anchor, Kim Do-hyun now seems to have developed a little fatigue with food, and his appetite is far less strong than before. In addition, Jin Shiming developed a health management plan for him and sent a team to urge him to exercise and lose weight. Not only did Jin Daoxian's weight not soar due to eating broadcasts, but he shrank visibly. To put it in a metaphor, today's Kim Do-hyun is like the teacher in the neighboring island country who shoots those action movies. For the sake of the show effect in front of the camera, some acting elements are mixed in. After leaving the camera, one immediately enters the boring "sage time". Jin Shiming has a hunch that after a few more years of eating live broadcasting, when Jin Daoxian has reaped the biggest dividends, he probably won't continue doing it. Many times, when a hobby becomes a job, the originally enjoyable process will undoubtedly become a torture because you need to consider factors such as income and KPI. If that time really comes, Jin Shiming will naturally understand and respect Jin Daoxian's choice. It doesn’t mean that if Kim Do Hyun doesn’t work hard, he is no longer his brother. In Jin Shiming's view, making money is for enjoying life better. If the process of accumulating wealth requires paying many prices, and even distorting one's own nature to the point of becoming an existence that even oneself is unfamiliar with, then Jin Shiming would rather not have this glory and wealth! …… Return to your office. Jin Shiming glanced at the remaining albums on the table and couldn't help feeling a little disappointed. "I missed you guys!" he murmured. After closing the door and turning off the ceiling light, the only light left in the office was the faint glow from the computer screen. Jin Shiming took off his restrictive suit jacket and leather shoes, tidied them up and put them aside. Then he put on his headphones, curled up into a ball, folded his hands in front of his knees, and squatted on the computer chair.

Jin Shiming opened the MV of "Spring Day" from the folder and watched it silently. At the beginning of the MV, Jin Shiming lies alone on the snow-covered railway track. His expression was just like it is now, sad, melancholy, and helpless. Jin Shiming, dressed in thin blue clothes, looks particularly bleak and desolate against the vast white background. The sound of the train whistle gradually came closer, but Jin Shiming closed his eyes, with a hint of self-mockery at the corners of his mouth, as if he was relieved. Suddenly, a blue butterfly flew in the sky. It danced in the flying snowflakes, and gradually its wings became heavy. Finally, the butterfly fell from the sky, like a dead leaf, and landed on Jin Shiming's cheek. The blue butterfly, like a frozen specimen, and Jin Shiming, who was lying motionless on the track with snowflakes on his clothes and hair, formed a beautiful yet desolate scene. The next second, a train whizzed past. The screen briefly went black, and when it came back on, the scene quietly switched to inside the train. Jin Shiming sat by the window, his head against the glass window of the train, staring at the scene passing by outside the window with a numb expression. The camera zoomed out, taking in the row of seats opposite Jin Shiming. It was the back view of a family of three, with a young boy sitting between his parents. He snuggled in his mother's arms, holding his father's big hand with one hand. However, Jin Shiming seemed not to notice the warm family opposite him. He maintained the same posture from beginning to end, and even his eyes did not fluctuate at all. The changing light and shadows cast on Jin Shiming's face, suggesting that the journey would take quite a long time. I don’t know how long it was before the train stopped at the platform. Jin Shiming seemed to have found his lost soul. He stood up from his seat and walked towards the door of the train. In a flash of light, Jin Shiming walked through the car door. The scene then switched again to a living room. The living room was carefully decorated, with various colored papers, ribbons and balloons posted on the walls, making it look very festive and lively. On the dining table in the middle of the living room were various exquisite dishes and a large cake with candles lit. The TV not far away was on and a video was playing. The picture shows a crowded amusement park. A little boy wearing a birthday crown happily makes a scissors hand gesture to the camera. Amid the noisy background noise, one can vaguely hear the little boy's parents saying something to him from outside the camera. Jin Shiming walked past the TV and headed towards the dining table step by step. The family of three in the video are now sitting at the dining table. The parents, whose faces could not be seen clearly, surrounded the little boy.

The mother held the cake in both hands and placed it in front of the little boy, waiting for him to make a wish and blow out the candles. My father held up a DV and recorded this important moment. The little boy put his hands together, made a wish to the birthday cake, and then blew out the candles. The moment the candle went out, the warm lights in the living room also went out. The scenery inside has also undergone a drastic change. The living room was in a mess, full of dust and cobwebs, and most of the furniture was broken and unusable. It looked like a deserted place that had not been lived in for a long time. The family photo that was originally placed on the TV cabinet had cracks all over the glass frame, making it impossible to clearly see the family of three in the photo below. The old dining table was covered with a dusty white cloth. Jin Shiming pulled aside the white cloth and saw a faded and yellowed birthday crown and a few half-burnt birthday candles still on the dining table. The chair where the little boy was originally sitting was pulled open and Jin Shiming sat on it. Then he picked up the birthday crown, dusted it off, and put it on his head. He reached for a birthday candle, gently straightened the bent and broken parts, and took a lighter from his pocket to light it. (End of this chapter)