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âI should have just mustered the courage to come to you and solve our differences instead of delegating it to Lochra first, then to Malyshka, and my apprentices. I was supposed to be an adult, yet I ran away all my life like a scared child.
âAnd donât get me started with how stupid I acted when Bytra nearly killed you. After saving your life, I should have stayed with you. Make sure that everything was alright so that we could hunt her down like mother and daughter.
âInstead, I let myself be carried away by my emotions. The trauma from Threinâs death almost drove me crazy, affecting my skills. The procedure would have failed if I hadnât already added it to the towerâs enchantments.
âI barely succeeded at the cost of gravely injuring my life force. Yet even then I let my rage consume me. I chose to ignore my and your condition, chasing after Bytra like a fool and falling into her trap.
âI had failed to protect my husband and I had almost let my daughter die. I wanted more than revenge. I wanted redemption. I wanted to prove to myself that I was more than a fucking Ruler of the Flames.
âI didnât bother replacing the Fury. I was so stupid that I didnât plan for my fight with Bytra and died for it. My final thoughts were of utter despair because I had disappointed you again. I realized my folly only when it was too late.
âThe pain from my deadly wounds was nothing compared to the idea that you would have been alone and starving until someone found you. That even then, you would have been reduced to a mere possession.
âThat whatever your new master would do to you, every hardship you were going to endure, it was going to be my fault. I know that every time you needed me the most, Iâve failed you as a mother. Yet please, Elphyn, I need your forgiveness.
âIâve carried this burden for so long that even in death itâs killing me.â Menadionâs echo took one more step forward, getting as close to the young Elphyn as Threin.
âThereâs nothing to forgive.â Solus shook her head. âDad, I donât remember much of the time we spent together, but I know for certain that everything you did, you did it for me. You always put me first.
âI too wish that you had spent more time training, but if you did, I wouldnât have so many fond memories of us drawing in your study. You never loved magic, you just loved me and wanted to be part of my life.
âI donât know how much time it would have taken you to survive your breakthrough, all I can tell you is that Iâm happy to remember you as a loving father instead of an absent man.â
âMom, you were dealt a terrible hand and you did the best you could. As you said, you werenât perfect but neither was I. I never made things easy for you, and no matter what you said, it wouldnât have mattered simply because I refused to listen.
âWhen I finally grew out of my jerk phase, I too was a coward. I didnât work my ass off in the Forge because I wanted to prove something to you. I did it because I wanted to show you how much I admired you.
âMy wish was that, somehow, my works would be able to convey the words I could never speak to you and make up for how badly I treated you in the past. Mom, Dad, please, forgive me.â
She put all of her willpower into her right foot and crossed the space that separated her from her parents.
âI donât know what thereâs to forgive, but if you need to hear this to move on, then I will.â Threin said while lifting the baby girl to his chest. âI forgive you, Epphy. I loved you with all my heart until my last breath and wherever the real Threin is, Iâm certain that he feels the same way.â
âI forgive you, Epphy.â Menadion joined the embrace as warm tears of joy streaked down her face. âThe past is in the past now. Please, move forward with your life without feeling burdened by guilt.
âWe all made mistakes, but you are still alive. You can still succeed where your parents failed. Be happy, my child.â
âThanks, Mom. Thanks, Dad. I go by Solus, now.â She said, sobbing.
The embrace lasted just for a few seconds. Long enough for them to enjoy each otherâs warmth and feel the touch of their loved ones across the barriers of space and time.
Yet it was also brief enough to avoid the echoes to share any of the knowledge they held.
âGood luck, then, Solus Elphyn Menadion.â Her parents said while their forms slowly faded into nothingness.
Solus was left alone, back in her adult form and bawling her eyes out. She wrapped herself in her own arms, desperately trying to prolong that warmth just for one more second.
Mogar-Elina stood by her side without saying a word until Solus managed to stop shaking.
âIâm sorry. I wish it could have lasted longer but as I said, no cheating.â She said. âYou can ask me any other question but know that I wonât conjure those echoes again. The result would be the same.â
âThank you, Mogar.â A wave of Solusâ hand cleaned her from the tear and snot covering her face. âI may have not learned anything, but Iâve gained something that no knowledge could give me. The chance to meet my parents again.
âNow if you donât mind, Iâll leave. I feel too tired to do anything.â
âBe well, child. Remember your parentsâ words but donât forget mine either.â Mogar-Elina said while Solus left the Mindscape and returned to her body.
***
Griffon Kingdom, Royal Palace of Valeron, that same day.
Lithâs trip to the Fringe was supposed to relieve Constable Kamila Yehval from the overbearing presence of an overpowered and overprotective being who watched her like a hawk.
Alas, reality begged to differ.
âI canât believe that even though Lith knows weâve sworn to protect the baby, he still worries so much. Itâs unhealthy.â Constable Tyris Griffon said from her desk that was placed right beside Kamilaâs.
âI know, itâs insulting.â Honorary Constable Salaark Phoenix said, her desk on the other side, forming a wall that kept anyone from getting close. âHeâs an untrustful busybody. Kamila should be free to do the job she loves without feeling like a prisoner of love. Right, dear?â
âSure, Grandma.â Kamila replied while banging her head against her desk in frustration.
Even before the pregnancy altered her body, she was self-conscious of the fact that she was the less attractive female member of the Verhen family. Sitting between the two Guardians, however, cranked the problem up to one thousand.
Their presence drew a lot of attention and she couldnât help but feel like an ugly duckling stuck between a majestic swan and an elegant peacock.
âAt least Lith would just glare at people from time to time and work quietly on his research.â